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So there I was, traversing the
metropolitan area as I so frequently do in my soccer mom van (I am neither a mom nor a soccer player). What was my itinerary this fine Saturday? From our home in Detroit to
drop SO off in Novi for wedding business, then to Macomb for a wedding shower
(two separate weddings), then even farther north for a work event. Luckily the
omnipresent Uber gods gave SO a hasty ride home from the hinterlands of
southeast Oakland County, so I was left to traipse home from the edge of
exurbia on the great river of I-75.
And of course, it was snowing in April.
The freeway jammed up from an accident that I hope was not
serious people-wise and I sat there, completely surrounded by people as far as
I could see but oh so isolated in my own metal box. The thing is, I drive forty
minutes each way all the rest of the week to get to and from work. And as the
snow floated so romantically onto all of our dashboards, my planner self-pity
began to get the best of me. I used to think I was one of those people who
would escape all this. Either move a place where (heaven forbid!) more people share
my value of investing in public infrastructure, or be the ultimate living and working
in Detroit, bicycling everywhere, growing my own food, condemning capitalism in
coffee shops kind of girl. Instead, somewhere between my desire to be a
regional planner and to maintain the important relationships in my life, I
landed in bumper-to-bumper traffic on I-75.
I’m telling you, as a sad song came on the radio and I took
in the wintry ambience, I started to tear up.
Why? Because Alternate Universe Carolyn was reading Jane
Jacobs on a bus in Seattle. Because regional work causes so many planners I
know to lead lives the exact opposite of what they’re working for, spending huge
parts of their day traversing the petty municipal borders in carbon-emitting personal
bubbles. And because I was stressed out from social events and work and nobody
likes a traffic jam anyhow.
But then the eternity passed, I arrived home and, as I so frequently
do, thanked the universe for the things that make my life awesome and make me
work to improve it every day. The cozy apartment, the SO full of excitement
about his latest research project, the cats full of meows anticipating their
next meal. This is why I do it, and it’s better than being on a bus OR a
bicycle. I assume that someday I’ll get a break from the road (whether here or
in some other metro region) but until then, at least I have CBC Radio 2.
